Even when I’m not meeting my masochists, I feel as though I’m still in session with them.
From what I hear, when they’re alone, each of them wrestles with their own restless urges—tormented, simmering beneath a calm exterior, driven by an intense impatience they can’t quite release.
As I listen, I respond with casual “I see”s, but at the same time, I find myself narrowing my eyes, quietly intoxicated by it all.
There was a masochist who had carefully prepared a list of questions for me.
Another, who shyly confessed that they sustain their self-pleasure using only memories of our sessions.
One who spoke of their regrets and ambitions.
One who endured the suffering of a chastity device head-on.
And one who struggled with anxiety and longing, letting their feelings build and build.
Tell me—what kind of expression did you have?
It’s almost endearing that I can’t fully see it.
It seems the “poison” I want to give has seeped in deeply—and they respond with pure, unguarded delight.
It’s not relief I'm feeling.
The most accurate description would be: “it fits perfectly.”
No matter what, our time together is finite.
And the deeper one sinks into top space or sub space, the more one can be haunted by a kind of lingering, directionless ache afterward.
That’s probably why I use SM as a tool—to remain connected with them even beneath the surface.
If I could make that connection visible, I would go as far as it takes.
I want to feel the expansion of control that seems to have boundaries, yet doesn’t.
Even the time spent carefully thinking about what would be most effective to do to them—that alone is enjoyable.
What is the most embarrassing thing?
The most humiliating thing?
The thing that renders them most powerless?
Whatever it is, I want to deliver sensations that heighten their sensitivity to the absolute limit.
I’ve been holding onto that invisible leash all along.
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