It’s not just CBT that I’ve been obsessed with lately. (See my most recent blog post.) I also enjoy having a masochist follow my instructions while they masturbate. I want to dictate exactly where they can touch, how they are allowed to touch themselves, and even when they feel like they’re about to burst from the intensity of impending orgasm, I still refuse to grant permission for climax. At times like that, I’m what you’d call a control freak when it comes to giving instructions. The more I bombard them with commands and endless demands, and the more outrageous things I find myself saying, the more exhilarated I become. I love pitiful masochists who are subjected to unfair treatment, surrounded by invisible humiliation, and repeatedly beg for mercy. That’s why both masturbation control and CBT are merely tools to me. They’re not the goal of the play itself. What I truly want is to push a masochist to the very edge of their ideal state. Do you understand? While honestly acknowl...
Mistress Hikaru, Mistress Jun and I went to studio S3 to have fun with some of the treasures in the chest. To be fairly honest, before that day, I really didn't like studio S3, I found it creepy and too small. But they recently added some new stuff to the studio and I learned how to use the tools and toys from the chest. Since then, my views on the studio really changed. I have had two sessions there following the day I went with Mistress Hikaru and Mistress Jun. I will be writing about them soon ♡ ☆Here is the list of what I love and enjoy during my sessions☆ ♡Rope bondage •Hanging ♡Spanking ♡Caning ♡Whipping ♡Flogging ♡Candle wax ♡Electric stimulation ♡Sensory deprivation play •Enema •Anal play •Pegging •Smothering •Trampling ♡Nipple play ♡Chastity play •P*nis play •CBT •Forced m*sturbation •Tickle torture •Humiliation •Verbal abuse •Breath control •Gender change (cross-dressing) ♡Sissy play ♡Maid/servant play •Sessions in public •Role playing •Animal pla...