Recently, I have had sessions with subs that want to become better. Stronger. Resist pain better. They set their mind into pushing their physical and mental limits. The pleasure is in not giving up while allowing me to go stronger and harder on them. It is very satisfying to see them struggle and fight the urge to use their safe word. I always enjoy the sessions where the sub just wants me to have a great time and do whatever makes me happy, they can see the smile on my face and the sparkle in my eyes when I get to decide what will happen to them and how much I feel like pushing them. It is even better when they get excited into trying new things; they put their trust in me and are open into doing things that maybe makes them uncomfortable, but that I enjoy doing or want to practice more. During that session, my sub wanted to get better at enduring CBT and try everything that is new and fun. I had many surprises for him ♡ ☆Here is the list of what I love and enjo...
I want to glimpse each person’s unique reactions and emotional turmoil through unusual forms of play. Specialized tools and the combinations of those tools, my current fascinations and fetishes—all of these can open the lid on something unconventional. But watching from above, I sometimes find it boring when a masochist remains nothing more than a masochist. I want to confront them with something like a sudden thunderstorm crashing down out of nowhere. One day, I ordered several masochists to say a particular phrase. These are people who regularly pride themselves on their loyalty and obedience. I wanted to see whether they could truly obey when commanded to say words they never imagined saying. Simply making them say it would have been boring. I wanted them to say it just before reaching their most intense orgasm. I can't repeat the phrase here, but it was something completely out of proportion to the pleasure they were experiencing—a line with a striking contrast to the moment it...