Many masochists come to me—those who find their physical pain transforming into pleasure. If anything, I feel there are more who prefer psychological torment, but in the first place, domination doesn’t exist in just one form, does it? From the mind to the body. Or conversely, from the body to the mind. I believe that trust, built without even noticing over time, allows that invisible psychological distance to draw closer. And when that becomes visible—or when it’s given to me in words—it makes me happy. “I’m glad I chose to follow you, mistress Hibari.” A masochistic woman told me that with a completely delirious, emptied-out white mind. That made me so happy. (Oh, by the way, various spanking tools will be arriving soon… hehe.) Lately, it’s been the same with my eternal rival—the righteous Fundoshi Rider. Because we’ve built trust and understanding over and over again, there are ways we can heat things up even more. I want to step just a little further into my partner’s “edge,” ...
I had a sub last year that had a very special type of fear/fetish. Balloons popping. He explained it to me into details, shared videos to help me understand the fetish better and explained the fear. It was very interesting to me. I understood the appeal, even though it isn't something that excites me or scares me; I got the idea. We had very fun sessions together, him being scared and trying to get over the fear and me popping balloons with the joy of a child. I used to be scared of the popping when I was a kid, the loud sound would startle me and I hated it. Now, I don't mind it anymore. I find it funny more than anything. So finding ways to pop balloons and pushing my sub to gather more and more courage was a pleasant experience. He did get better, slowly but surely. I do wonder now if next time we meet he'll be as courageous as when he left... ☆The list of what I love and enjoy during my sessions☆ ♡Rope bondage •Hanging ♡Spa...