A sub who keeps his head down, practically glaring at the floor, even though he’s about to come over to me. I could grab him by the hair and lift his head, but instead, I lean close to his ear and order him to look at me. He slowly raises his head, trembling as he tries to meet my gaze. I love the way his eyes become wide open at that moment, as though they’ve suddenly become fixed on me. It’s as if he’s concentrating on taking in everything. Everything I’m about to tell him, everything I’m about to do to him. So that he doesn’t miss a single thing. Even in those quiet moments, I can feel the strength of his heartbeat coming from him. There are also the ones who squeeze their eyes shut, then cautiously open them for a quick peek— only to find me much closer than they expected, looking straight into their eyes. When our eyes meet, they fall backward with a start, embarrassed and flustered. Those pure reactions are adorable. They’re also far too much fun not to tease. I want to take away...
I realized during this session that I really enjoy unhinged subs. There is something very animal when they fully let go to their fantasies and into pushing themselves to some extremes. During this double session with Mistress Hikaru, this sub wanted to push his pain threshold and limits. The more we flogged him or spanked him, the more he wanted it. It was amazing to have him beg for more while knowing he was in unbearable pain. Squeezing his neck between my calves so he wouldn't run away, Mistress Hikaru and I spanked him until he couldn't take it anymore, we went so hard he reached a point where he started to shake. But the most interesting moment was when we suspended him by the wrists in front of the mirror and flogged him. He started acting absolutely crazy, which was amazing and seemed very liberating, like this side of him only wanted to get out and be free. I do believe it helped make the pain more bearable. I love pushing the limits of the subs and marki...