Many masochists come to me—those who find their physical pain transforming into pleasure.
If anything, I feel there are more who prefer psychological torment, but in the first place, domination doesn’t exist in just one form, does it?
From the mind to the body.
Or conversely, from the body to the mind.
I believe that trust, built without even noticing over time, allows that invisible psychological distance to draw closer.
And when that becomes visible—or when it’s given to me in words—it makes me happy.
“I’m glad I chose to follow you, mistress Hibari.”
A masochistic woman told me that with a completely delirious, emptied-out white mind.
That made me so happy.
(Oh, by the way, various spanking tools will be arriving soon… hehe.)
Lately, it’s been the same with my eternal rival—the righteous Fundoshi Rider.
Because we’ve built trust and understanding over and over again, there are ways we can heat things up even more.
I want to step just a little further into my partner’s “edge,” to touch it, to drive them half-mad.
That’s why (for both of us) it often can’t be just anyone.
Actually, during the past few times we’ve spent together, I ended up discovering a new facet of the S nature that had always existed within me.
“Maybe you actually like this, don’t you, mistress Hibari?” he said.
It seems when two people share similar tastes in worldviews and situations, it gives them away.
The Rider looks back, almost happily, at the dramatic change in me during the act.
We’re hopeless, aren’t we?
There are so many aspects of SM that I love, I can’t possibly talk about them all!
There are psychological forms of torment, physical ones,
and so many different kinds of masochists out there.
It’s impossible to sum it up in just one sentence.
I was recently asked, “What type of masochist do you like?”
But it’s hard to answer because there isn’t just one answer.
From here on out, I believe the things I “like” will continue to expand and deepen.
All I can do is keep pursuing them—so that those positive changes can be brought to the masochists as well.
Hibari