Since the end of last year, I’ve been experimenting with new methods of restraint.
By opening a new door, almost as expected, I was able to witness more clearly how much my heart was actually dancing with excitement.
That’s why restraining a masochist—cornering them, submerging them, or leaving them drifting—still feels undeniably right to me.
At times I heat up and want to be even more merciless; at other times, I find myself soothed and gentle.
The first item (shown in the top photo) is related to CBT.
Its structure is actually quite simple, and the commands I give while using it are simple as well.
Yet it reliably and slowly pushes the masochist’s mind into a corner.
What struck me after trying it was how beautiful the view was—the masochist directly beneath my gaze.
There’s also a strong sense of satisfaction in how easily I can feel that my own body is directly erasing the mental “breathing room” of the other person.
I wonder what was going through the minds of those masochists who were staring straight up at me.
The second item is a compression vacuum bag.
Its characteristics include:
- Large enough to completely contain a fairly big masochist, likely around 180 cm tall.
- Transparent, so none of the masochist’s reactions are missed.
- A vacuum port that allows breath control, and it can only be opened or closed from the outside.
- A unique sense of restraint and humiliation different from mummification (and apparently stronger).
- The gradual loss of air itself becomes an enjoyable way to unsettle the masochist.
The masochist seemed fulfilled by their own fragility.
As for me, there were so many aspects I could control—the objectified body, the timing, everything—that I was able to immerse myself completely in my desire to dominate in a way that felt different from usual, and I loved it.
I played with a masochist I’ve had many sessions with before, and being able to discover and share a new kind of excitement together made me genuinely happy.
Hibari