Lately, I’ve had a session with masochists who simply love being ordered to consume things they find impossible to handle.
For instance, consider a fully bound masochist. His body is reduced to a mere hole by my instruments, leaving him unable to evade my "holy water" or "golden" gifts.
In moments like that, I take great pleasure in forcing it upon him while staring into his eyes, wide with terror.
He tries to read my mood while being tormented by the filth, his revulsion turning into arousal despite himself... That pathetic, struggling figure excites me.
Surely, all the strength he can muster is spent on desperate, meaningless groans that can barely be called words.
When the tension reaches its peak before the torment begins, I find myself asking, "Do you want to be saved?" It is a meaningless question, as I already know the answer. I suppose I simply want to witness the conflict between his craving and his suffering.
Here is another example. I also found excitement in commanding a masochist to inflict abuse upon himself, right before my eyes.
I would save him if he obeyed, but watching a masochist struggle to muster courage he doesn't possess arouses me so much that the stage I set for him might be quite cruel indeed.
Even then, I find myself asking again: "Do you want to be saved?" I wonder why a masochist's plea of "Please help me" strikes such a deep chord in my fetish.
Perhaps there is a taboo romance in it, beyond mere dominance.
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*The above is a partially edited version of the original machine translation.