Hello everyone, nice to meet you.
I’m Garasu, the newest member of La Siora.
It’s pronounced "Garasu," not "Shouko." It might be a slightly unusual name, but please remember it.
As a child, I loved keeping secrets.
At first, it was just because I was afraid of getting scolded by my parents and teachers for doing bad things. But gradually, that turned into a sense of superiority.
Everyone thought I was a "good girl," but deep inside, I had impulses like "I want to hit someone"—that gap was something only I knew about. I think I took pleasure in misleading others about who I really was.
But even that sense of superiority faded after repeating it hundreds of times.
I got bored playing alone. Keeping secrets all to myself became dull.
When I looked around the world, there were people who seemed to be enjoying themselves freely.
"There are people who know pleasures I don’t"… That felt unfair.
And so, I decided to dive into this world.
Looking back, I think my childhood self barely had any space where I could truly be myself.
When my entry into La Siora was confirmed, my heart raced with an unfamiliar discomfort—a new kind of excitement.
What would happen if I fully exposed myself?
Nice to meet you, SM Club La Siora.
Nice to meet you, all you masochists out there.
Let’s play together a lot. Let’s talk.
What you want to do. What I want to do. Things neither of us knows yet.
I want to understand how all kinds of people think.
If we can come to understand each other equally, that would surely be wonderful.
But suddenly being known too deeply still makes me uneasy.
So if you’re interested in me, please don’t rush things.
I am the domina, and you are the slave—but as a person, I also want to know *you*. Let’s build our relationship slowly, okay?
Looking forward to what comes next!
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Translated from her original post (in Japanese) ;