"If you are not kind, you do not deserve to live."
Without mental strength, the path as a domina is steep, and without the vessel of kindness to accept everything, you cannot fulfill that role. This is how I interpreted it.
This sentence resonates with my heart gradually, like a body blow to the stomach. Because being a domina is not always fun and games. There are more painful, tough, sad, and tear-inducing moments than I imagined. These negative feelings, including the results I brought upon myself, suddenly overwhelm me from behind, leaving me no choice but to accept them. Therefore, this sentence reminds me that it is necessary to be mentally tough, to have the capacity to accept whatever happens, and to have a mindset capable of self-resolution.
Second sentence
In the English version, "If Domina couldn't ever be merciful, she wouldn't deserve to be alive," the word "merciful" is used for the part that corresponds to "not kind."
It is not "sweet" or "gentle," but "merciful."
The word "merciful" encompasses not just "kindness" but also compassion and empathy. I feel that one of the images of the Domina I aspire to is to be someone who can accept and forgive the weaknesses and mistakes of others.
That's why I wonder if the word "merciful" resonates in my heart and won't leave my mind...
I believe that without conflicts with others, there can be no growth or beautiful future. It is precisely because we sometimes clash that people are refined and relationships deepen. The act of clashing consumes a lot of energy and can be painful, but I think that in SM, we must engage in sessions where we face each other's desires openly and sometimes fiercely, seriously mixing together. It is within that process that I believe we can discover new aspects of ourselves and each other, and build rich relationships.
I, too, and all of you who like me,
surely find the act of clashing difficult, but if that time comes, I hope we can have a relationship where we can be merciful to each other without running away.
Hey, what do you think as you read this...?
Please let me know your thoughts.
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Tanslated from her blog post here: https://lasioraroom.blog.fc2.com/blog-entry-7282.html