I like to observe the will of subs disappearing because of various stimulations I give.
Although they can escape and resist, they think there aren't any ways to escape under this condition. They have only two choices, which are obeying me or begging me.
I ask questions to subs on those occasions frequently, I hear. But at the time I don’t notice that I’m doing it.
I order subs to make a decision about something they will do, and ask them questions. Their answers are slow. Sometimes they don't make sense.
This is natural because I ask them when they cannot think.
Why am I asking?
I guess I want to make them obey me under hard conditions. And I want to teach them obedience, and then I want to intensify my domination over them.
After that I get control over their will and I make them focus on me.
I want subs not only to stand pain or torture, but to think and do things by themselves.
The main point of our relationship is not orders but me.
I'm sure that I'm excited when I see subs are obeying desperately.
Ruiko