Many clients have inquired about the possibility of watersports in my sessions. The short answer? It’s complicated. I have no qualms about peeing in a cup and using that in a session. However, I prefer to reserve peeing directly in front of a client for repeaters with whom I feel comfortable. Urophilia was my first fetish with a complex beginning.
I grew up in the United States, where the public toilets have narrow gaps between the stall door and the wall, that show a glimpse inside the stall– and of the person inside. I have always thought they were creepy as fuck. The short stall doors that reveal the shoes of the occupant also made me feel weird. I still do not understand their purpose. The lack of privacy coupled with the filth found in some public bathrooms led to my phobia that started in elementary school.
I refused to use the bathroom at school (8am–3pm). I even loathed using that word to ask the teacher for permission. It caused me a lot of distress, and I ended up getting a few infections from holding my bladder to such an extent. As I grew up, I got a little bit better at using public restrooms. I usually plugged my ears and closed my eyes to calm my mind, but sometimes my body would still refuse to let out a drop.
Flash forward to high school (age 14~15 to 18~19), where this phobia transformed into a guilty pleasure. I began incorporating peeing into my solo sessions. Then I started secretly listening to my boyfriend pee, which is super creepy. I ended up feeling confused and turned to the internet for an answer to my question– what is wrong with me? I found a message board dedicated to paraphilias that answered my question, and opened my eyes to a new world. From that point onward I slowly discovered my naughty side.
Nothing gets me as excited as watching and listening to a man release everything after seeing him squirm from holding his bladder. It’s seriously my top fetish for sure. Is it getting hot in here or is it just me??
I also enjoy my partner watching me, and I like seeing the excitement on my slave’s face when they receive my divine golden blessing. This particular fetish is somewhat important to me, so I prefer to engage in watersports only with slaves that I know well. I acknowledge that this may disappoint some of you, but I look forward to meeting the special boys that I will allow to drink from the tap! ;)